I know how to pass a class, I know how to fail a class, I know what it feels like when family members die. I know what it feels like to fly on a plane to one of my favorite places to visit with my amazing family, but to only visit during a vacation to watch them cry while visiting my great grandmother. I know what it feels like to have to remember the death of my great grandmother, every thanksgiving. I know what it's like to be the best at something and the worst, I know what I hate seeing the most which is to see my mother cry. I know what it feels like when I ran a short marathon to support people with cancer. I know what fear, disappointment feel like. I know what it feels like to go to a cemetery to visit dead relatives. I know what it feels like to be in the principle’s office, I know how it feels when my teacher held me after school to tell my parents what i've done at school, I know what it feels like to be in the nurse's office for the first time getting the worst headache I've ever had. I know what embarrassment feels like especially the kind when your shorts fall down in the middle of your elementary class and having everyone think I like Star Wars because my boxers were black. I know what it's like to be terrified whether it being in a minor car crash or waking up at 5pm morning hearing that my house garage had been opened and people were robbing us while we were asleep on the night I'm going to visit my family in Hawaii. I also know the feeling when you can sleep some nights knowing that I've been procrastinating and have major tests the next day.